Saturday, April 30, 2011
Little Man and I went to Times Square this morning to do a Flat Stanley project for a friend. We saw Elmo, Cookie Monster, and SpongeBob SquarePants hustling for some tips.
For some reason my kid loves this place more than any other park, museum, or tourist trap. He says hello to just about everyone we walk past and joyfully squeals at the lights. I am liking the place more and more. It is free to just sit and people watch, and it is only a few minutes away on the 1 train.
Sometimes it is fun being a tourist!
Saturday, April 23, 2011
We are short one egg because Mr. Turd Ferguson thought that they ought to be opened before dyed. I blame myself for leaving the carton in front of him while prepping the dyes.
Tomorrow should make for a fun morning of hunting eggs and mini peanut-butter cups.
Monday, April 18, 2011
While moving the car this morning to avoid getting a ticket, I realized that my son is one part greeter and one part siren.
He cheerfully waved at every car that drove by and had a nice conversation with a traffic cop.
When the street was quiet, he practiced his version of a familiar city sound-- the car alarm.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Saturday, April 09, 2011
Tuesday, April 05, 2011
A perfect sequence of words, something that captures my current state of being.
Many years ago, I came across a cup of knowledge. I was fascinated by this acquisition and set out in search of more. I found streams and rivers of learning that flowed from the mountains and ponds surrounding me. I was content with this and rested.
After some time, I wanted more and set off again. I found larger rivers and great lakes filled with philosophy, history, science, and mathematics(which I quickly ignored). I thought that I had mastered these rivers and lakes with my sense of exploration as paddle and an inflated ego for my raft.
Leaving behind the comfortable confines of my home, I traveled again thinking of new conquests and discoveries to add to my dominion, and I found the ocean-- the seemingly boundless world of the universe. I am lost among that which I do not know. As I learn something new, I am confronted with the greatness the unknown. Certainly the newly learned lesson is a valuable asset, but it also unveils new realms of my own ignorance. This great divides excites me; there is always a chance to learn and grow. The great ocean of knowledge also discourages me; no matter how much I come to understand, it is nothing compared to all that is left to learn.
I stopped looking for a quote.
A song by James Taylor or a poem by Rumi may capture the realization of my nothingness, but its meaning is so finite that it cannot go further with me. Maybe a line from Shakespeare or an excerpt from Kierkegaard can relate all that I experienced in the past, but it will not cover what I have yet to discover about myself and the world I live in. I was confronted by the irony of my quest: using another's words to describe my path negates my own journey. Perhaps instead of looking for someone else to describe my journey, I ought to be grateful for this realization of my insignificance and keep a happy heart while I continue this wonderful expedition.
My conclusion is that there isn't a perfect quote to capture life, but that it the beauty of existence. If we found perfection, we would stop our progression, and I don't want to stop this adventure.
Sunday, April 03, 2011
We went to the Central Park Zoo last March during my Spring Break at school, and I took this picture. For some reason I like it. I might like it because the Snow Leopard is so close to the window yet lost somewhere in private thoughts. I might like it because my son is in it, and I think that he is the greatest kid to ever walk the planet. I might like this photo because as I was taking it, an older gentleman kept blocking my shot because he wanted to get a picture of his own (he is the red blur on the right). This man was also getting agitated by other children who wanted to see the leopard up close and disturb his photo session, and that is when a small gem of universal truth hit me-- don't get caught up in finding perfection, just enjoy the moment.
So I took the photo, and we continued our exploration of the zoo. Looking at this photo again, I understand the lesson I learned. My son isn't looking at this animal searching for some fault that he can criticize; he is enjoying the moment of seeing a beautiful creature in an intimate setting. I still see that red sleeve in the photo and want to get upset with the grumpy man, but I simply shift my focus, and the blemishes disappear. If I spend too much time looking at what I don't like, I will never enjoy the parts that bring me happiness.
I won't always remember this lesson in my daily journey of life, but I try to look at everything twice in hopes of seeing more beauty, wonder, amazement, love, friendship, potential, and divine worth. While I may want to get angry or upset because someone or something hinders my progression, I reevaluate the situation, change my focus, and enjoy the moment.
Slow down and enjoy the ride-- there is a lot to love in this world.