The good news: my surgery has been approved by the insurance company.
The bad news: the surgery is going to happen.
I have been dreading this day for the last couple of months, and I had a great time keeping myself distracted with a busy semester at school full of classes, readings, and papers. The surgery is commonly known as RPLND, and I have heard from reliable sources that it isn't too bad, but I am still traumatized from the orchiectomy (trust me, you don't want a link to read about that surgery) when my surgeon sent me home with a small prescription for Tylenol with Codeine... it was a very long and painful weekend until I got some Percocet.
However the words of Tennyson keep repeating in my mind "half a league, half a league, half a league onward." The surgery was moved from Thursday the 10th to Tuesday the 8th, so I am ready to get this done. I will be in the hospital for a few days, and depending on the level of painkillers I will either be reading books or staring at the wall in a daze.
This was not the type of Summer vacation I was expecting, but it is the vacation that I need. After all, mine not to make reply, mine not to question why, mine but to do and thrive. (Obviously this is inspired by Tennyson, but I had to change the words for something a little more positive.)
For now, we are having a great weekend adventure in Manhattan because that is what this family loves to do!
We will pray for ya Archie! Good luck and tell your woman we will pray for her to give her comfort that you will be okay. We love ya!
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